Is a word we used when we wanted something special to happen

Every now and then

When having a bad day, we’d hope the next one will be different

                                          Used to be a special word

Now it’s something we can’t live  without


Every now and then is now every day

Every second – Every breath

Every day is a dark day in this dark world

We laugh in public just to die in private

We cry in private, just to smile in public


Is  dying




As we lose ourselves – we lose hope

No one is truly committed, so we lose hope in relationships..




Something that used to be so special

Is now something we survive with to get by

For it still put comfort..peace

And happines

For a world without hope…Is a world without life

This dark world we live in – drives to take it away

To accept our fate – No matter what the position were in 

It drives us to accept our consequences and to just…settle



Something that used to be so special

So special…

To be continued..




Glimpse Of Hope


On a nightly basis you would cry randomly

Randomly because you didn’t see no hope

No hope of being truly happy again

You felt like those days were gone

You had your shot and you blew it

So you felt like, those days were gone

You didn’t see no hope- Not even a glimpse

You came on the edge of giving up


Countless times you came on that edge

Only to stop of yourself and think of better days

You expect the worse first, before you hope for the best

You’d take what life gave you and just make the best of it

You felt like no guy really loved, so you just lived in the moment

And when that moment stop

When the dust settled, and you up in your room

                The crying begins again

Wishing you can go back, and fix things

And then

Just when you thought, you couldn’t be happy again

Truly Happy

                          Hope came back

       Hope came back to give it another try

 Hope came back because.. Hope missed you

      It came back to give you hope again

                That Glimpse of Hope

           The one that you needed

        That you always wanted


             Take this hope

  Never let it go- Do right this time

             For hope is rare nowadays

                   Glimpse Of Hope


What’s done is done

       To mend the past, is to wish it

      Here we are on the latest phase

         May so be the last phase

   Here we are, tired, broken..Miserable


Hoping on each other to help another

                One way or the other

                And just like the past


               Obstacles in the past

                    Now the present

Whether past or present, there’s always..

                   Something in the way

              Trust issues on one end

           Life decision on the other

        We both know what we want

       However, we only agree on one.

         Which is the love we have for us

    Other obstacles comes in the picture

            Whether past or present




                 Always obstacles

              We know what’s best

                Yet our flaws clash

                 Sins get in the way

            Interventions gets in the way


     All leading for us to depart again

            We were way young before

               So the past is forgiven

  The present now, is what going to determine for our future to come

My Joy

She’s not for everyone 

She expect the best things in life

She doesn’t like to think about the worst

For she hope for the best

Heart so tinder, fragile, breakable

She has her issues, but she’s –

My Joy

Her smile is contagious


Not like all smiles.

I enjoy making her happy

But I also like to test her

I know her weakness

So I like to test her

Yet on the other hand,  she’s-

My Joy

Her kind is unique, special, rare.

Different than my past ones.

She fights her mental battles to keep me


She fights them to stay-


Even with her Spirituality she fights

She do it for the Most High

She also do it for me.

My Joy she is

My Joy

Do whatever to keep me happy

My Joy

She’s not for everyone

For she’s –

My Joy:)


The Perfect Wife

The Perfect wife

What is she consist of?

Her attributes?

What is she consist of?

What is…

The Perfect Wife?

Is it what she brings to the table?

Her commitment, the way she holds things Down, what all does it takes?

Her Smile

Her Beauty

Her compassion

Her heart for charity

Beauty inside and out

Her Pros and cons

So much pros that it overtakes the cons

Precious she is

She makes being Faithful look easy


Is it enough

The Perfect Wife?

I love her

She loves me

Every passing moment

My heart grows soft

A passionate heart in a cold world

A passionate heart for a cold man

A cold man with a warm conscious

Every passing moment

My heart grew soft

You see its not the beauty

The beauty she posses

Or all the talents she’s gifted of

No matter the cost

She loves me

She put herself before me

Grew up putting herself before others

So she put herself before me

Love so unconditional

Passionate heart

I don’t know what all takes to be a perfect wife,  I don’t know

But I do know

Whatever it is

She posses them all

Perfect wife?


My Perfect Wife 🙂


Strip me off of all of my clothes
And you will say that I am Naked
Am I?
Clothes are off
All skin is showing
But am I really naked?

I say I’m fully clothed
How bout you?
The Heart you can’t see
Feelings that are in the depths of me. You can’t see
Yet I am naked?
To the blind eye?
Guess it’s blind for a reason.

The pain
The suffering
All that is within me
All which is clothed from within
Clothed from within
But you say I’m naked?
Am I?

Affectionate ♥

Affectionate Heart

When you love hard, it shows.
It shows how you love
It also shows how deep you are in it. One can look and see, your

Affectionate Heart

Love so tender
A smile so warm
This is a person
Affectionate Heart

You care so much
You will do anything
You give it all you have

This is a person
Affectionate Heart

You ask for nothing in return
Just effort
Just commitment

Is all you ask for

This a person
Affectionate Heart.


May your year be consist of Happiness and Joy

May it be filled with joy of tears
Tears of joy for if you prefer it that way

Happiness shouldn’t be optional
I hope your year is filled with it

May your year be filled with Laughter – oh how sweet would it be if tears comes with it

Enjoy this year with people you love most

Enjoy this year being grateful

Don’t be afraid of talking to strangers – for one may be an angel

Enjoy this year
Become a better person
A better person for God is more important.

Enjoy this year
For time is near
Enjoy this year for it will be short
Enjoy it

But first..

Enjoy it day by day
For it is the way
Enjoy this year

Through the pain
The good
The bad
All in all
Enjoy it
Enjoy this year

Happy New Year:)

Good Morning 

​Good Morning 

I hope your day goes well

Your morning, afternoon

Your evening,  your night. 

Good Morning 
Smile,  for it brings less pain


For it makes me happy

Good Morning  
Don’t forget to pray
Good Morning